Monday, January 21, 2008

22 of 20

One of my favorite things about blogaday, looking back at it, was the fact that I never had to think of a witty title. Titles are so hard. I know that tonight's is a little illegal, but I can't help but use it. I have no witty title tonight. The lack of a witty title is, in a way, extremely noble. It's so pure. Tonight's title doesn't try to mean anything. It's just there. It fulfills the need for a title, and that is all. It's a good title.

I am posting tonight, I think, to explain that I am not posting tonight. It's no longer blogaday. I'm under no contract to be here.

Today has been different. I've been a lot more emotional today than I usually am. It makes me sort of want to be entirely open about everything. I usually am very open about most things. There's little that I hold back. It's just that on emotional days I've got more to be open about. I'm not concerned about stuff like this on normal days. I might think about it a very little bit, but it's not at the forefront. On emotional days, there are issues and concerns that are very important to me that are things I am not incredibly open about.

And I could do it, but I don't think I will. I could post, really. I could share everything, or at least most, of what's inside of me right now.

But I don't think that's the best course of action right now. It's late, and I've once again fallen victim to the entertaining nature of Gordon Freeman. There's no school tomorrow, and it's currently snowing outside.

This is me, and I'm signing off for the night. I hope you're all doing well. Keep up the good work.

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